Back to summer mode
here in sunny Manitoba. (Last weekend was a chilling, stormy reminder that beautiful weather is a gift to be treasured.) Bird twitter fills my yard. Robins, chickadees,
woodpeckers, and others that I can’t identify flit in and out of the
trees. When I take the dog for a
walk up on the Harte Trail, there’s another sound, louder and more insistent
than the birds. It’s the frogs. Their croaking is amazing. Obviously, they
enjoyed the rains of the long weekend. And smart! How do they figure out that
there’s a human and a dog passing by? Then once we’re by, they start up
again...led by the lead croaker and then the chorus joins in. It’s music to all
passers-by. I feel privileged to live in the city with these rural sounds
around me. And yes, the construction work on Ridgeway West has begun, but the
Harte Trail will survive. Let’s hope the frogs will, too.
Sounds of spring in Charleswood
Writing the books I never got to read.
Author of: Waltraut (2024), Crow Stone (2022) Tainted Amber (2021) Broken Stone (2015), Red Stone (2015) The Kulak's Daughter (2010)
Remembering Helmut
Since I retired from my day job to become a full time writer
and since my own aging parents have passed on, I have the time to volunteer at
a local seniors’ centre. The actual plan had been to volunteer with aging seniors
in Ukraine, around the area my mom had spent her childhood. Funds are, however,
limited and so I thought I should turn my attention closer to home. Canada’s nursing homes are filled with
aging immigrants. and it’s not necessary to go abroad to hear stories—histories—about
world war two and the years around it...both before and after.
Helmut was such an aging immigrant. He came to Canada from
Germany in the early sixties. Using the big photographs of one of my dad’s
collected coffee table books about ‘the old country,’ I was able to figure out
where in Germany this old man came from. (Often being old enough to need the
care of a nursing home means communications aren’t easy.) However, the
photographs helped—better than the small print of a map. Besides, current maps
of Europe are different than the maps of Helmut’s childhood.
Helmut came from Upper Silesia (Oberschlesien). You won’t find
that on a map. It’s now part of Poland and called Gorny Slask. It was the same area where Auschwitz was built—not something that Helmut seemed to know about. Ah, yes. German memory...German responsibility...German guilt—passed on from one generation to the next. I was born here in Canada and yet I too carry that guilt. Back to Helmut.
Helmut remembered being a refugee. (Funny, they’re just discussing
current refugees on the CBC. Refugees are a never-ending issue in our world.) His
family was expelled from Upper Silesia at the end of the war. The Poles had
good reason to rid their re-established country of their worst enemy,
the Germans. Nine-year-old Helmut and his family moved to West Germany where
they were equally unwelcome.
It’s no wonder local Germans resented the intrusion of the
refugees. The end of the war had destroyed much of Germany and there was no
room or infrastructure in the newly formed West Germany for the up to twelve million displaced ethnic Germans. This explains the bulge of German immigrants to
Canada in the fifties—including my own family.
Helmut remembers being beaten by his new teacher who hated
the influx of refugee children. With pride, Helmut told me how his mother
marched back to the school and told the teacher off. That teacher never beat
Helmut again.
Just a small anecdote about an old man who died in a small,
less than stellar nursing home (staffed mostly by a new group of immigrants, by
the way) here in Winnipeg. Helmut loved the mountains and told of trips he made
to the Austrian and Swiss alps. Oh, how he loved the mountains. Peace to you,
Helmut. I hope you’re now breathing that fresh mountain air.
Writing the books I never got to read.
Author of: Waltraut (2024), Crow Stone (2022) Tainted Amber (2021) Broken Stone (2015), Red Stone (2015) The Kulak's Daughter (2010)
Victory Day... for some
Victory Day, anniversary number 70, is over. Big celebration in Russia—but boycotted by many western countries as a protest against Russia's aggression against Ukraine. I was in Ukraine for the 59th Victory Day celebration. It's truly a big deal over there. War for those people isn't simply a formal ceremony of remembrance. War destroyed their families, their towns, their lives. Civilians often don't have the rituals of military tradition to express their memories. Rather, their memories are in the old music, in the damaged buildings, in the old photos of once whole families, in the addictions to numb, un-numbable pain, and in the faces of the old surviving women. That's where the war still rages—in the minds of old people whose youth was ruined. Like so many millions, my mom and dad's lives were horribly distorted by the second world war. In May, 1945, each of my parents—still strangers to each other—were settling down to some POW time in the Soviet victor's land. The war for them was long from over. My dad was released from Soviet custody in November, 1949. Victory Day for him (and for my mom, released in July, 1947) was the beginning of yet another fight for survival.
Happy Mother's Day, Mom. RIP
Happy Mother's Day, Mom. RIP
Writing the books I never got to read.
Author of: Waltraut (2024), Crow Stone (2022) Tainted Amber (2021) Broken Stone (2015), Red Stone (2015) The Kulak's Daughter (2010)
May Day
Yesterday was May Day. Nothing special—except
that here in Winnipeg we’re having awesome weather. Buds are budding,
dandelions are bursting with brilliance, and birds are tweeting their little hearts
out. So nature’s celebrating May,
but in Manitoba, there’s no official holiday on May 1st.
In many parts of the world, however, May 1st is
International Workers Day. You can read an interesting piece in Time about its
inception, and about how we in North America, showing our lack of solidarity for anything
communist, chose September for our Labour Day holiday.
But before communists and workers chose May 1st
as their day, this time of year was already being celebrated. Pagan cultures
celebrated Walpurgis and then later Christian cultures continued the tradition.
May Day has honored spring—with dancing, maypoles, flowers and pretty dresses—for centuries.
International Workers’ Day, however, isn’t quite so pretty. Demonstrations,
military parades and speeches are the norm. In 1992 the former USSR renamed International Workers’ Day. It's now called "The Day of Spring and Labour."
This year, May Day rallies were
banned in the Ukrainian cities of Kiev and Kharkiv. However, in Russia, on the 70th
anniversary of the end of the Second World War, there’s to be an especially big
parade planned for May 8th,
which is a holiday called Victory Day.
I have a chapter in my upcoming book, Broken Stone, about a May Day parade.
It’s 1931 and there’s a definite military air to the Soviet-style celebration. Not
a good day for kulaks, or their children.
Back here in Winnipeg, I welcome this new season. Time for biking, gardening, and outdoor eating!
Back here in Winnipeg, I welcome this new season. Time for biking, gardening, and outdoor eating!
Writing the books I never got to read.
Author of: Waltraut (2024), Crow Stone (2022) Tainted Amber (2021) Broken Stone (2015), Red Stone (2015) The Kulak's Daughter (2010)
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